Monday, March 10, 2014

an update...

So this tight rope...
It's getting harder and harder to stay balanced...
I was happy for a while.
But why do I always question EVERYTHING?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
good news: A is my boyfriend
bad news: I don't know if I was his first choice, I may or may not have snooped in the weekend and read his text from this girl. She is much younger, still in high school actually, 18. I just need to be positive. But it's hard because all Ana is saying is, how could anyone love you.